I afraid to love a guy

p/s: don't miscontrue me. haha.. i'm straight. 0_o!

For this moment in time,

I afraid to love a guy

As I know if love just only a feeling of pleasure

I afraid to love a guy

As I know if I may get hurt someday

I afraid to love a guy

As I know if we both may lose trust one day

I afraid to fall in love with a guy

As I know if this relationship may not last longer

I am not trying to weaken my present comparing of past

Where I built my own wall in a moment

I don’t know how to love a guy

As I was putting barrier since the first

For this moment in time

I afraid to love a guy

As I know if he may take some piece of me

I afraid to love a guy

As I think is he right for me?

I afraid to love a guy

As I know if this love just a waste

I afraid to fall in love with a guy

As I scare if my love for him exceed love to God and Prophet

Afraid to love

My heart is not prepare yet

What is love, wondering how is the feeling

I tried to date

But my heart does not allow it even from the start

I am too ashamed to God as He love me much

However soon,

He will show how love is when the moment is true

He will deliver the right guy who will knock my heart

And when both my heart and mind get ready, I go for it

That is

A beautiful marriage….

For this moment in time,

I afraid to fall in love with a guy

By: Haniey Izhar

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Congrates Senpai!

Assalamualaikum and hi!

A couple day ago, I went to a special event which it’ll become a very memorable and precious day for my seniors who graduate on that day. It was Graduation Day for International student in Mansoura University! Many parents came to celebrate their child. The ceremony was beautiful & very meaningful not only for them but also me who was watching them getting their certificate on the stage.  I felt so touched when looking them & imagining myself with that gown with the scroll in my hand. I will soon. InsyaAllah.. 

High committee of the university who gave the award.

InsyaAllah aminn.. soon. 

With K.Aida, K.Emy, & K. Zu..:)

Me who was excited holding one of graduate student's baby..lol.. Her name is Fatima.

Congratulations to all seniors who finally finished their 6 and half year studying medicine with full of patient and commitment. Salute senpai'!

To all women. :)

Today a daughter and a princess

Tomorrow a mother or a mistress

Up! Up! Up! Women

Stop! Stop! Stop! Women

Perhaps true, perhaps true

Women are amazing creatures

Moulded with dazzling features

Women are an object of mystery

Have their own place in history

Women are great

They make the best dates

Except when they turn up very late

Without women

What will become us?

N more noises on the bus

No one to make all the fuss

Women are the spicy ingredient of romance

Women are the juicy parent of importance

Women are a heavenly treasure

Up! Up! Up! Women

Stop! Stop! Stop! Women

Perhaps true, perhaps true

Without women 

Would this earth have survived?

Without women 

Imagine how many will feel deprived

Women are simply delicious

Beware they can be serious

Especially when suspicious

And turn to Mrs Vicious

Women are priceless

Without women 

Life will be without spice

Simply lifeless

copyright: Without Women by Sylvia Chidi

some line edited out by Haniey Izhar..lol.

-I am not a girl, not yet a woman-

Happy International Women's Day :)
8 March