Sad Therapy

For few days, my life was emotionless.  But it took almost entire days in February. Imagining myself sitting under a shady, greenish tree while listening to ‘lost without you’ instrumental music; I love music with no lyric because I felt so calm. I’m thinking of myself lately. I was so mellow during this month even I had enjoyed myself during Luxor Aswan trip in Upper Egypt. I don’t know why there are called Upper Egypt while their location are south by map.

 I felt so lonely even I have many friends around me. I was heartless. When I’m thinking back, It was my fault too. I was blocking myself. My evil heart say no to it and that. Argghh, what happened to me? My heart blackened? I felt so suck! And sad too.. When I write this post, my heart is in recovering after reading Quran 2:25.

 But give glad tidings to those who believe and work righteousness, that their portion is Gardens, beneath which rivers flow. Every time they are fed with fruits therefrom, they say: "Why, this is what we were fed with before," for they are given things in similitude; and they have therein companions pure (and holy); and they abide therein (for ever)’ 

So, when you are feeling sad, recite this verse and deeply ‘hayati’ the meaning. So beautiful.