Lost

sometime

i am tired of being not so me

i am tired of being someone else pleasure

i am tired of making other happy

i am busy with their life

till

i forgot to love myself

i forgot to be who i am

i forgot to appreciate everything
i am exhausted following rules

i had change

do life torture me?

do everyone taking me for granted?

do i lost in a world that there is nobody seek for me?

do i really worth?

truly deep inside

i am hurting my own self..

hanieyizhar

26/11 14:00

Note: Was made during messy, depressed, downfall, instability hour.. pardon for any uninspiring sentence..  does not refer to any person, group or authority..